Unwanted intruder (Bill) [PG-13]

Misha looked at him, determined. "I am not stabbing him. I may be a cannibal. I may be a future death eater, but that's still only a future. And we can have bloody sex every night. But I am not going to hurt people. Not now. And it's not because I don't love you. It's because I am not that girl. If you love that girl, then I am sorry, but she is only your illusion," she told him despite the pain she felt by saying this. "You mare a killer, I get it. But I am not. I didn't hurt the kids in our hut. And I am not going to stab Weasley, because you would love to see me covered in blood," she told him. "If you leave me or stop loving me for this, it's not the kiss that was a problem."

"Stab him or I will kill him" he hissed his body touched hers as he towered over her "Do it."

"You kill him, and it doesn't have to bother you anymore, whom I kiss. You kill him, you lose me," she told him not stepping away. "And if I stab him, I lose myself. I am not doing that. Not just yet."

His jaw tightened and he took the knife back, turning he yelled "WINKY" with a crack the elf appeared "oh dear..oh my...master allen has had a temper again" the elf stammered seeing Bill's bloodied body "get him to the hospital wing" he hissed "Not disposing sir?" the elf asked with shock "no not this time" he turned and looked at misha, his eyes were full of rage but showed obvious pain his heart felt betrayed and he didnt know if he could trust her. "This one lives" sheathing the blade he threw the damaged flower at her feet and turned heading for the forest as the elf gathered Bill up and took him away.

Misha couldn't stand his look so she looked down, tears in her eyes again. She there was nothing she could do or say to fix this mess. Not right now anyway. As Decibel left, she fell on her knees, sudden weakness taking over her body, she lied there, in Bill's blood, holding damaged flower and sobbing heavily. She knew there was no one going to save her. Her only real friend was Mal, and even with him she was cross. There was no one to put the pieces together.

Staying in the forest for an hour or so he smashed his fists into trees with anger, he roared with rage he cried and asked why he couldnt just have one person love him...his heart ached but still..he worried about her. Leaving the forest he found her where he left her, his hands were torn to pieces his face stained with his own blood and tears. Kneeling on the ground he gathered Misha into his arms holding her like a child with shaking hands he kissed her hair.

She hid her face into his chest, still sobbing, unable to get control over herself. She hated herself now more than ever. For being person she was. Demon who was cursed by kindness. Why everything had to be so hard and complicated? She wanted to tell Dec how much she loved him, she wanted to just kiss him and spend whole night lying in his arms at his dorm. Just like they always did it. But all she could do right now, was crying hopelessly into his chest. So much for the tough girl she was claiming herself to be.

He felt silent tears rolling down his face as he stroked her hair "Shhh its okay my little queen" he whispered "Misha...my misha...you are the sun the moon and the stars to me" he whispered softly "you are everything, i love you so much my misha, my beautiful sweet misha,"

"I love you too, Dec. I never felt anything for him or anyone else. You are my world and my hope. I am so sorry," she sobbed, holding him tight, too scared he would disappear again if she let go.

"I..just..i..it killed me.." he said his voice cracking with emotion "to see you kissing him" a sob racked his framed and his grip tightened "your all i have and all i want in my life...in that moment i lost you."

"He kissed me. I slapped him for that. I would never kiss anyone else, than you," she told him. "Look, my life sucks, I am pretending something most of the time. You are the only person I can be myself with. You are my life as well."

He looked into her beautiful eyes and shook his head "Your my weakness misha salander...gods i love you so much" he kissed the tears then kissed her lips gently and lovingly.

"And you are my strenght, Decibel Allen," she replied and kissed him back, pulling her hands around his neck.

"Lets go home" he said softly picking her up he took them back to the common room where he helped her clean up gently removing the bloody clothes and giving her soft new ones so they could lie in bed.

"Both of Us Broken, Caught In The Moment"

She let him take care of her, curled up in his bed, with only one desire, to stay here forever. She remembered those winter nights with mum, having hot chocolate and watching that muggle tv covered in blankets in the bed. And right now, she would do the same with Decibel.