Thinking of the best apology (open)

Luna shuffled her way to the Viaduct Courtyard finding it oddly beautiful at this time of year. A small fog graced at the floor and danced around her feet. She spun like a ballerina with her right foot resting on the side of her left knee and one arm hovering over her stomach and the other hovering over her head. She spun multiple times watching the fog flick into the air and as if it had, touches the ends of her protectors outfit. It was all she wore now missing the way it fit her perfectly like a second skin. She fixes her gloves and stops spinning, walking to a arch window. She sits on it's windowsill and looks at the fog. Her mind began to get consumed by thoughts of Achilles and feels sadness overwhelm her. He was avoiding her. He wont even look into her eyes. She hurt him yet still hoped he'd come back. She leans her on the wall and it began to lightly rain. Her hair fell into her eyes and she looked broken but her bright shining blue eyes made her look happy or content. She pulls her hood up and watches the rain fall. "Oh Achilles my love...How do I get you back? What can I do? I have no clue what to do...I'm supposed to know what to do but my mind draws a blank and all I want is for you to hold me again.." She says to herself watching students rush into the castle laughing at them getting soaked. She touches the scar that adorned her cheekbone.

Jocelyn walked through the corridors, she passed Luna and jumps in shock as she sees her, striking her hand over her heart. "You scared me." Jocelyn looked at Luna with sad eyes, she missed Luna a lot but she was so scared that something would happen again. "C...can i talk to....to you?" She asked not thinking about how scared she would be to be alone with her. She had to do this.

Luna's eyes flickered over to the familiar voice she had missed so much. "Oh I didnt mean I scare anybody...I thought everyone was in side 'cause of the rain!" She says looking at Jocelyn closely seeing her sad eyes. "Of course ya can...I'm happy you actually want to..." She says looking at the floor sadly. She hated herself for what she did and knew a high amount of apologies would do nothing as Luna truly believed Jocelyn hated her.

Jocelyn took a deep breath. "I know it wasn't you who hurt me but it is still pretty difficult to just hug you or laugh and talk to you about my problems but i want to try. To be honest i'm still pretty scared." Tears well up in her eyes. "I didn't expect you to change so much and i don't know why i deserved the whole incident but you were my friend and i hope you understand that because i do understand that Black made you do it and you didn't do it out of free will. I'm scared Luna, i'm scared of what will happen next." Jocelyn looked at her hands as her tears fell on the floor.

Luna felt her heart crack which shocked her as it was already shattered in the first place. She gets off the ledge and walks closer to Jocelyn. She kneels on the floor, taking Jocelyn's hands and looking up at her. "You have no idea...how much pain I feel for doing what I did. I don't know why he wanted me to do it but understand I will not do it again. I..am free from the controlling. No longer am I letting people control me. I didn't remember you or anyone...I couldn't even remember Achilles and now he hates me." She says letting the tears stream down her face, her heart breaking even more. Her eyes reflected her broken heart. "I will never hurt you again...never as I need you in my life Jocy...I need you so much..I love you girl! You're like my sister and I'm breaking without you..." She says letting go of her hands and looking at the floor, visibly shaking as she cries.

Jocelyn sniffed as she listened to what Luna has to say when she was finished Jocelyn hugged Luna and believed her as she looked broken. "It's okay, i missed you so much and i'm here for you and i will support you through the whole tournament Luna." Jocelyn sniffed. "But if you do get to hurt me i will have to fight back, i can't take it that people hurt me anymore so therefore i will be sorry. I don't think it will happen." She said calming down.

Luna looks up at her with tears still pouring down her cheeks. She hugs back and sobs in her arms. "You offer me kindness which I do not deserve and for that I thank you...I will not hurt you. If someone tells me to, I will hurt them instead. I missed you too Jocy...Oh thank you..I felt so alone. Every one I used to be friends with hate me...Achilles hates me...I hurt him. All I remembered were his eyes...Oh how they kept me sane. I was so close to death and I welcomed it. His green eyes kept me living Jocy and now he hates me.." She says brokenly. "He won't talk to me, look at me. He'll just avoid me.." She cries harder and buries her head in her hands.

"I'm sorry, i haven't spoken with him and my other brothers in ages, i'm really sorry for my brothers behavior Luna, i don't know what is wrong with him but you know how it went when we were drinking firewhiskey maybe he is too angry." Jocelyn looked at how broken Luna looked and it also hurt her more to see her like that. "I think you need a glass of firewhishkey Luna.." Jocelyn said serious.

"Dont be sorry for your brothers behaviour when you have nothing to do with it sweetie..." Luna wipes her eyes and stands up. "Jocy...I've had nearly two bottles of it today. I do not think I need anymore...but I shall have some anyway." She reaches into her protector uniform and pulls out a flask. She gulps some of the contents and sighs. "I hate that I need fire whiskey...I'm an alcoholic..Brilliant." She stares at the rain pouring and smiles slightly. "The rain is tears i will not fall as long as I have my loved ones. The sun is as bright as the smile I will have when I have them all back. The moon...is me at this exact moment. Alone but still protecting the ones I care for." She says staring at the moon coming out from behind clouds.

Jocelyn looked how Luna downed almost the whole bottle. She would like to have an sip but that wasn't going to happen not after Legion told her. Jocelyn smiled at Luna and listen to what she had to say. SHe was glad she had Luna back although it was still a little awkward.

Luna puts the flask back into it's pocket and looks at Jocelyn. She wraps her thin arms around the girl and whispers a thank you. She pulls away and looks at the rooftops. "Im thinking of having a party. I have a lot of fire whiskey and I need to get rid of most of it...Thinking of a let loose party. You don't have to drink. There could be dancing and just having lots of fun. That's what a lot of people need...fun. But it's jugs a thought." She says more to herself than Jocelyn.

Jocelyn looked at Luna and smiles at her sillyness. A party?
"Where do you want to keep a let loose party and with whom?" Jocelyn asked her curiously.

Luna grins as Jocelyn smiles. "Room of requirement...and with anyone who wishes to dance, let their troubles free and get drunk! Oh and of course the friends I have left...Which is you and Marvolo..." She says looking at the floor.

"What is the room of requirement?" Jocelyn asked confused. She have heard of it vaguely but she didn't know what was a real room at Hogwarts. "Is that Black boy coming as well?" Jocelyn asked carefully

Luna sees her confusion. ''It's the hidden room. It opens and creates a room of one's desire. Say for example i wanted a training room. It would be created." She explains with a smile. ''And maybe...depends on if Marvolo would go.'' She says. ''But don't worry. If he goes, i'll stick by your side." She says grinning at her.

Jocelyn nodded about the room and found it very interesting. But when she said that the Black boy would be there she looked at Luna. "I'm sorry but i can't be around the boy who made you do terrible things to me and to the others, who made that everyone hated you." Jocelyn stated to her. She really wanted to go but something inside her said it was not the best idea.

Luna sighs and looks at the floor. ''Then it shall be a girls party. A girls let loose party and the only boys that can come are the ones i invite or others invite and approve of. 'Cause i really want ya there Sweetie...I've missed you and i just wanna spend time with you..'' She says looking back at her.