Not so quiet...(Titania) (Invite only)

Jocelyn was sitting on the sand near the water, she had the dark arts spell book from Thane in her lap but she was distracted and looked over the water. There was not much people out here just a few people walking up to the castle. Jocelyn had her bag next to her, luring over the water.

Titania was in one of the trees when she spotted the Slytherin she spoke to a while back. She took a sip from her potion, causing her black eyes to go clouded and she jumps down from the tree. Landing next to the girl, she tilts her head with a smirk. ''Hello...Jocelyn, correct?'' She asks with a raised eyebrow. What are you doing, Titan? Nothing...Nothing at all. Hmpf. Just shush, Kay? Fine. She sits on the floor and leans back on her elbows.

Jocelyn looked up seeing it was Luna's friend Titania. Jocelyn rolled her eyes. "Yes but you knew that already just like all the other stuff you know about me, my weaknesses as i call them right now." Jocelyn had been thinking about what the girl said the other day and what she could do about them. She didn't had any solution and it was bothering here. "Why are you here?" She asked the girl.

Titan rolled her eyes with a small smirk. ''They're not weaknesses. I mean..i said you were scared of fire but you got the strength to over come it. Didn't you?'' She says. ''No need to find a way to hide the truth. The reason i know is because i listen and watch. I've watched you as you practice with fire...I've watched you live through flashbacks but they're getting less. You're stronger.'' Titan mused. ''I am here..to make amends. I apologize for my..behavior that day. When i have something on my mind, i must let it out.'' She says, her black eyes locking onto Jocelyn's.

Jocelyn huffed at her. "What about my brothers? The only two left and i can't even live two days wondering if they are still alive and then i get everything back seeing that they don't care all they want is power. You were right, i hate that they think i'm still the little Jocy not capable of killing something always worried, mourning about her brother she never freaking met in her life." Jocelyn sighed. She heard Titania's apology and smiled. "It's okay you made me see the truth about myself, fire is still not easy on me by the way." Jocelyn told her. She closed the book and turned to Titania. "You're friends with Felix and he wants me dead, how can i trust you that you won't kill me here right at the spot?" Jocelyn tilted her head to the side watching Titania.

Titan sighed. ''Everything take times. They'll see you're not little Jocy anymore. You're capable of killing. I can see it..in your eyes. You may only have two brothers left but so what? Before that, you were alone. You didn't know you had brothers but were you weak? Not in my eyes.'' She mused. ''I know that..but fire will get better. You'll learn to control it.'' She grins at the mention of Felix and her eyes shone bright. ''I'm more than friends with Felix, Jocy but i do not wish to kill you. When someone has made a target, no one else can take it. Besides...If i wished to kill you, i would've done it already.'' She said softly, one of her eyes flashing a vibrant green.

Jocelyn played with the sand listening to Titania's words. "I know and it made me weak, i was so happy to have finally found my real biological family, a real family and when i had them one by one they slipped away. I wanted to have the perfect family but now i realised that they never existed. Our family is not the perfect family i was hoping for, it is far from the perfect family." Jocelyn looked up at Titania. "Just don't play information from me through to Felix and i know i'm capable of killing but i care way too much about what my brothers think and that is a weakness." Jocelyn put her book back in her bag and looked back over the lake.

Titan sighs. ''Your family is perfect...compared to mine. I have none.'' She admits bluntly. ''I will not tell Felix. Why should I? I am not a messenger. Then stop caring, Jocy..You're your own person. You have your own life. If they cared..wouldn't they be with you right now?'' She points out with a raised eyebrow.

"It isn't that easy Titania, the day i stopped caring about my brothers and about what they did, Dante got killed. I told myself to stop caring when i saw Kronos and Luna walking to the forbidden forest i followed them but what if i never had followed them? I wouldn't even know my brother was killed, because they burned him down to ashes. They wouldn't tell me if i wasn't there...My family is not perfect." Jocelyn hissed in anger.

"They will never care, they only pretend to do so. If i die by the hands of Felix....they will bury me and i'm just another memory on there shelf, nothing else. I'm trying to be my own person but as always that is not easy, i have gained friends with who i share the same passion, it's getting better, we have fun and when i'm with her i don't feel the need to know if my brothers are okay and that is what i'm searching for. I guess it is called getting insane and don't care about people anymore." Jocelyn smiled a little at that thought.

Titan sighed. ''Nothing is easy. Would we be having this conversation was easy? Would i be here if life was easy? Shall we drop the subject of your family then? It seems to be a touchy subject.'' She says with a raised eyebrow. ''Which is not a weakness by the way. It'll make you stronger. Strong emotions do that...When i fight, i use anger. Anger of being trapped inside a mind for most of the time.'' She muses, staring up at the sky with her black eyes. ''I like being free..'' She say softly.

''Your family will care when you die. They'll seek revenge and then move on. It's the way of life. I know it is for me. This friend seems like a good person if she makes you not need to worry.'' She stares at her smiling and smiles herself. ''You should smile more. It'll show the world you're strong enough to face it.'' She says thoughtfully, looking back at the sky.

Jocelyn sighed and Titania was right, drop the family thing. "Yeah let's drop the family thing, it gets me nervous. We can use you in the group of Snakes you know. We have been practicing spells, the powerful ones, tease some innocent girls. it is a lot of fun but we learn a lot from it. Now i sound like a first year Slytherin who is exciting about Charms class." Jocelyn sighed as she pulled herself up and swinged her bag over her shoulder.

"She is a good person, i learn so much from her and she does from me i guess." Jocelyn smiled again.

Titania chuckles, a darkness in the way it sounds. ''No offense but i don't do people. I like being alone. I'm close to Luna, Nia and Felix and that's it. Perhaps you if fate deems it fit.'' She says softly. ''Besides, I already practice powerful spells. I already tease innocent girls and become their biggest nightmares. I become the reason they can't sleep at night.'' She smirks, her black eyes glowing with mischief and chaos. She tilts her head. ''You don't sound like a first year. In fact you sound older than a third year.'' She says softly.

Jocelyn chuckled. "Yeah we did that too, they will never go on a fieldtrip again." Jocelyn looked at Titania. "When i first saw you i thought again another great friend of Luna, i don't really trust Luna's friends anymore but now i know you a little bit better you are one of the friends who is actually okay. Luna and i have no strong band anymore, such a shame but i have to protect myself and i think it is better this way." Jocelyn said looking over the water.